I'm Tired

Really tired. I need a change, but at the same time, I have no motivation to change or for change. And the change must be instigated for me, because ironically, I am not a big fan of change. Go figure. So here I sit, listening to the music that I can hear through the walls of this apartment, hearing the voices of the people walk by outside, and wondering when change will come. It's not that I'm unhappy. I think I'm just bored. And that makes me tired.